its hard to be alone ,its hard to be in the crowd

i was a lone person
who use to enjoy the loneliness then anybody can
then from somewhere u came n never let me be alone
even if i use to walk alone, it felt like you are walking along
i was assured that you are there evrytime i need you,
and made me forget what lonliness was...........
you became my mentor, my adviser and my guardian
no day went widout thinking of you even once....
then suddenly i realized you are not there
i see you going far very far from me
now i don't see you walking along when i walk alone
i was reminded of the forgotten loneliness once again
the difference is only that now it bites me
you are not there, you are gone
i cannot stand being alone,
it reminds me of you and feel sad that i have lost you
so i go out and walk with the crowd
still it feels like i am walking alone between the crowd
now the loneliness walks along... even whn i am not alone
its hard!